There are quite a few things that I need to change about myself. Some I have already altered, but others need some fixin. Though they are the ones that I have the hardest time doing so.
If, by some magical circumstances, I was given three wishes and I had to choose something that would better myself as a person (minus all the materialistic things and plastic surgery options of course.) My wishes would be....
Wish 1 -- To even out my emotional imbalances. The constant see-saw of mood changes are unbearable at times. They can change from minute-to-minute or day-to-day, never knowing what will trigger me to flip sides. Aren't you glad you don't have to be around me?!
Wish 2 -- My self-esteem to blossom. I know my lack of self-esteem hinders me from doing and saying alot of things. It would do wonders if I could look into the mirror for a few days straight and not pick apart everything I see.
Wish 3 -- An on/off switch for my mind. This too holds me back from accomplishing alot. I would like to turn it off when I have had too much and turn it on when I feel strong enough to continue. My head can lie to me,, make me see things that aren't there. Not that I'm a schizophrenic, but I have the ability to misconstrue a positive and turn it into a negative for no reason at all.
All my wishes are workable. They can be changed and made a reality. I just have to work on them, but it would be so much easier for that Genie to come along and grant me my wishes. Here's to hoping!
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